Reconciling Science and Spirituality

With my academic background and analytical mind, my initial instinct was to “figure out” what was happening to me. I wanted something concrete to validate my experiences—something I could “hang my coat on.” Part of this stemmed from a fear of being judged. I worried that if I couldn’t explain my experiences in a way others could grasp, I might inadvertently invalidate them myself. While I’ve come to realize this isn’t necessary, I still searched for answers.

For as long as I can remember, I’ve been captivated by the intersection of spirituality and quantum physics. I devoured books like Brian Greene’s The Fabric of the Cosmos and The Elegant Universe, attended talks by Brian Cox about black holes and dimensions, and watched Neil Degrasse Tyson dissect the origins of the universe. Philosophical explorations of time travel fascinated me, as did articles in Science Daily about quantum entanglement and “spooky” theories. I marveled at scientists slowly inching toward understanding this elusive aspect of reality. The concept of multiple dimensions and energy as light—unbound by the constraints of our physical world—resonated deeply with my own experiences.

Being a scientist by trade and an academic at heart, I craved a tangible explanation for the unexplainable aspects of my life. Yet, the more I learned, the more I realized these mysteries couldn’t always be confined to scientific parameters. There is undeniable value in engaging in more philosophical or intuitive discussions, as Einstein so eloquently said: "The intuitive mind is a sacred gift and the rational mind is a faithful servant. We have created a society that honors the servant and has forgotten the gift." I think it's high time we remembered our gift.